2012

dear 2012, 

here i am, coming back on this day to update my blog so that i can read in the future. hahah.. realli? shit la.. as the days goes by, to update myself, i have just finished my studies, not actually just finished, it was like 2months ago. and all the days since i left college i spent with drinking, drinking, and drinking. alcohol really makes me feel calm, not to worry about anything and just live your life as you dont know when will you be dead. i even drink for a week straight non stop. damn man that was crazy. everytime i have money, alcohol/beer will come up to my mind. no more girlfriends, so no commitment. friends are more important nowdays. and sure beer makes friends get together. it's hard to look for job, to find money, to live your own life. and maybe someday i'll be working out of malaysia. it's my dream to be working somewhere else. to get to know more friends, enjoy the beer, enjoy 4x4, and fishing. 

ok maybe im done with this.

miss those old days, but life must go on.

happy for those who are happy

sad for those who are sad

music changes life

beer changes memories