short life..

life is so unpredictable now.. sometimes i just feel like things are getting more complicated to me.. maybe im in the wrong position i am now but why shud everyone blame things dat happen on me? i have done what i can and give all i have to make them happy... which in other hand, i suffer... well, maybe it's just the way life treat me...

plus, i still am so blurr with my studies.. spending less time study.. doing work i shud not be doing.. woooahhhhhaaa... i need holidays to calm myself down... and get me out of this situation... pls someone save me..

and honestly, i miss my old life.. when i was teaching.. now, stdyng is kinda boring.. but i hav to go thru this also to get good jobs in future... how i wish i finish my studies already.. haaahh... another 2 years to go.. with problems here and there...

well, as long as there's beer, i'll be studying... cheers!!