2012

dear 2012, 

here i am, coming back on this day to update my blog so that i can read in the future. hahah.. realli? shit la.. as the days goes by, to update myself, i have just finished my studies, not actually just finished, it was like 2months ago. and all the days since i left college i spent with drinking, drinking, and drinking. alcohol really makes me feel calm, not to worry about anything and just live your life as you dont know when will you be dead. i even drink for a week straight non stop. damn man that was crazy. everytime i have money, alcohol/beer will come up to my mind. no more girlfriends, so no commitment. friends are more important nowdays. and sure beer makes friends get together. it's hard to look for job, to find money, to live your own life. and maybe someday i'll be working out of malaysia. it's my dream to be working somewhere else. to get to know more friends, enjoy the beer, enjoy 4x4, and fishing. 

ok maybe im done with this.

miss those old days, but life must go on.

happy for those who are happy

sad for those who are sad

music changes life

beer changes memories

28th April 2011

since i have nothing good to do anymore, i think i shud spend more time on this blog.

just be ready for suprising stuff i'll post! chow!

I've Got Nothing To Say

hmm.. berhabuk, berkulat, i nvr update my blog before this.. never think about it la.. life sucks nowdays.. thinking too much of life.. i dont have enough sleep, and having really bad cough, i still smoke my lungs, im stressed, depressed, tension, wat else can u describe this. life is done, life must go on. people don't appreciate what you have done all this while, i've sacrificed sooooo much for that person, but in the end, she just left for her previous partner. i guess i'm too boring for her..

well, nothing left between us. you have moved on, i will move on with my own life too.. i just pray that you'll always be happy with him.. and that u'll never be cheated the way u do me. i don't want you to feel what i've gone through all this while when u make me like this..

dear life, i'll give u more alcohol than u ever need. it's been a while since i last have you with me. now, im free, u'll get it.. and it will be 'another day to regret'..

28th July 2010

=)

things changed.

short life..

life is so unpredictable now.. sometimes i just feel like things are getting more complicated to me.. maybe im in the wrong position i am now but why shud everyone blame things dat happen on me? i have done what i can and give all i have to make them happy... which in other hand, i suffer... well, maybe it's just the way life treat me...

plus, i still am so blurr with my studies.. spending less time study.. doing work i shud not be doing.. woooahhhhhaaa... i need holidays to calm myself down... and get me out of this situation... pls someone save me..

and honestly, i miss my old life.. when i was teaching.. now, stdyng is kinda boring.. but i hav to go thru this also to get good jobs in future... how i wish i finish my studies already.. haaahh... another 2 years to go.. with problems here and there...

well, as long as there's beer, i'll be studying... cheers!!

what does IDK mean?

lol.. stupid lah dat idiot yang stupid.. hahaha...

Marudi Part 2...

ok, here are some pics of marudi. i found it on some marudi group and i think i need to share to all of you.. enjoy..

those guys in the 'perahu' wearing topi orang ulu.. i call it the stone regatta..

superman view..

batman view..

there used to be 2 birds there, but dont know where it is already.

marudi airport..

marudi wet market..

sayur2...

taman tasik Marudi

sunset view..

from kubu..

nice..

jalan kubu..

the magic bridge in marudi

fort hose..

inside the fort

another view

the same again..

ok.. this is the sky toilet. RM2 per entry. hahaa!!

Dewan Suarah Baram

Rumah Rehat Kerajaan@Haunted Mansion..

err.. kubu..

to one of the jetty

free parking in marudi hoh...

mighty amazon river... lol.. BARAM lah!

another illegal parking

river bank

Perahu orang lah..

the toilet lagi...

new express wharf.. air asia ada, MAS ada, Biaramas oso parking here..

kuala! kuala! kuala! the apek always shout2 wan..

the floating steel!

express jetty..

nice pics..

no colour pic..


nah... done... dats part 2.. maybe we hav part 3? yea.. wait for it lah.. come back next time.. you can travel free on my page.. haha...